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Monday, March 24, 2014

missing you again

It makes me crazy sometimes that you are not here.
The house is so big and so empty without your presence.

I miss coming home to you.
I miss calling you when I'm ready to come home.

I don't want to be here if you aren't here.
I don't want to be here.

I'm having a harder time with Warren's upcoming birthday than I had with my own, or with Tracy's or Tammy"s. You would so enjoy celebrating him and his first year, and it tears me up that you aren't here to see it.

And Tam needs me today and there's nothing I can do for her.
Tracy needs me tomorrow, and I can't.
The things that mean the most, and I can't.

I am so tired, Rex.
So tired and so alone.

I love you.


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